Thursday, November 13, 2008

Frustration

Frustration

snapping at people for not letting me finish a sentence
almost throwing guitar hero guitar in front of friends
can't play nice CAN'T!
get wierd looks from people. "What's wrong with HER?"
turning beat red when anger throbs through veins. Runs
unable to control anymore
too tired
too tired of holding it in
chocolate candy corn is gross
job may be in jeapardy, again
husband is easy target of anger but unfair
whispers in hallways
what's going on
trying to ignore rumor mill but can't help it
paranoia sets in
holding it in
sick to stomach
got nails done- too long to function properly
can't be pretty- to hard to maintain
Hair just got done but "dead ends" pointed out that didn't exist
swallowed and held it in
no money
cat who doesn't shut up
worried about patient in hospital
nothing you can do
get on the plane get back to work
to hear bull shit
Holding it in all the time
All the time
probably aging because of holding it in all the time
all the time
grumble grumble STFU

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